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    So I thought that this summer started off the same way my last awesome summer did, then I remembered how much that summer actually sucked too. 

    Fuck everything. 

    I swear I felt summer under neon lights. I should have said something to you. Can I come over? I’ve grown too tired of phone lines and computer screens. We don’t have to keep it sober. We can just find a way to loose ourselves in sincerity. Because I can’t waste any more time wasting time. No I can’t waste anymore time wasting time. See there’s some things I think you should know about this city and I know of a couple of places you’d, you’d probably love to go. I’ll take you out of this worthless city into the greenest scenery. We’ll leave behind the power lines for ocean airs and breathe easy. Just take the time I swear it’ll be worth your time, just take the time. Can I come over? I’ve grown too tired of phone lines and computer screens. We don’t have to keep it sober. We can just find a way to loose ourselves in sincerity. Because I can’t waste any more time wasting time. No I can’t waste anymore time wasting time.
    She Didn’t Turn Out To Be That Cool (Misser)

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    Kieran’s talking to me about playing Neopets…

    I really don’t know, but I think he might have some issues. 

    I swear I felt summer under neon lights. I should have said something to you. Can I come over? I’ve grown too tired of phone lines and computer screens. We don’t have to keep it sober. We can just find a way to loose ourselves in sincerity. Because I can’t waste any more time wasting time. No I can’t waste anymore time wasting time. See there’s some things I think you should know about this city and I know of a couple of places you’d, you’d probably love to go. I’ll take you out of this worthless city into the greenest scenery. We’ll leave behind the power lines for ocean airs and breathe easy. Just take the time I swear it’ll be worth your time, just take the time. Can I come over? I’ve grown too tired of phone lines and computer screens. We don’t have to keep it sober. We can just find a way to loose ourselves in sincerity. Because I can’t waste any more time wasting time. No I can’t waste anymore time wasting time.
    She Didn’t Turn Out To Be That Cool (Misser)
    So many things on my mind right now.

    1. I hate how humans associate smells with memories. I have this one deodorant that whenever I spray it, it just reminds me of all the time we spent together. Just all the memories because it was a fragrance that made the whole room smell.
    2. I really don’t know why I can’t get you off my mind. Mostly this morning I’ve just been thinking about you. All the good times we had and how I feel we were just cut short. I miss us, I miss talking, I really miss your company. I want to be friends and instead of posting about it I should really just talk to you about it. I will it will just need to be after the stress of the end of the semester. So if you read this and you know its you I’m talking about just let me know how you honestly feel.
    3. I miss my family so badly. My brother just reblogged a Wonder Years gif from me and it really just reminded me of the connections that we have through music. In high school I use to sit in my room on my laptop and he use to be on the house computer right down the hall and we would Facebook each other all different types of music, all different bands and really just listen. Then last summer I just remember spending the whole day at warped seeing all these bands with him. But he’s not the only one. I miss my Mom and my Dad really badly. I haven’t been home since Easter and I don’t call a lot because I am busy with RA and school and work. I know it hurts my mom because I am still her little boy and she can’t see me, but I’m growing up. My little sister too. We’ve grown so close since I’ve been at school for 2 years now and she really does miss me. We use to fight all the time when we were younger, but now she’s growing up, becoming a teenager and I’ve matured and leaving teenage years soon. I just need to be there for her when she needs me.
    4. I really need to go back to church. My faith hasn’t been dwindling, but it has been growing weak. I don’t doubt, I just turn a blind eye to the things I know I am doing wrong. I miss the community that I have with all the kids that go to youth group, and it’s crazy to think some of those kids are my best friends. I just need to build my relationships again. I just know without my faith I really wouldn’t be where I am today.
    5. Just need to make this summer a blast. I am going to be with my best friends all summer long and we are going to just live it up. New Hampshire house is only a start and we’re just going to go crazy doing what ever we can to enjoy our lives before we actually have to venture off into the real world. 

    Finally might have a band this summer! Stoked.
    One of my exs messaged me a month or so ago…

    She said that she missed me and wanted to be friends again. I told her no.

    Creeped her Facebook today. Found out she is engaged… When she said she wanted to be friends again she was with a guy… that’s not her fiancé.

    HOLY SHIT LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL


    First Day Of My Life (Official Video) | Bright Eyes 


    Probably one of my favorite Bright Eyes songs and I’ve never seen this video! It’s awesome to see all types of couples listening to this song and really relating. I think it’s a beautiful video! 

    So stoked for this NH trip this summer.

    It’s going to be a killer kickoff for the summer

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